current mood: blah
Uuuuuurgh it's been forever since I posted.. I'm sorry guys, please forgive me??
I should prolly warn people, once I'm into the school year I get reeeeeeally bad for posting sometimes. Still though, I'm determined to keep it up, cause I love the LJ community :D
So I suppose I should update you guys, seeing as I've started into the big bad world of college now! :)
First off, I passed that dreaded driving test. Let me just put that out there!
And yes, while you're probably wondering, this is going to be a very gif-fy post I think.
Anyways, so I passed my driving test and now I'm just finished my 5th week in college. It's hard to believe that I'm nearly already halfway through my first semester of college :-/
College is awesome, if not extremely challenging. In the first two or three weeks I was still in secondary school mode, thinking "ok, so when will I be told to go to X,Y or Z?" As I'm sure so many oof you know from your days of college, it can be pretty disorienting for a fresher. It was pretty scary too not really knowing anyone, cause yeah, I do have my friends there, but at the same time I don't really. My friends are all in different courses, and while I have made some new friends I still like to keep in touch with the older ones, because I love them all <3 My new friends are mostly people in my course so it's not too bad.
As for the classes, some of them are seriously amazing. I'm studying personality in one of my modules and it's so intensive, but at the same time it's so interesting!! My brain hurts but I want to learn MORE!!!!!!!!!!!! Gimme!
As for the campus, that's pretty cool too, I've finally learned my way around and don't get lost :D *happy dance*
To tell the truth though, right now I feel somewhere in the lines of feeling kind of....... meh in college, like Im disconnected or something. I hear all my friends talking about going out and how good it is and I have no idea what they're talking about. It's almost like I'm on a different plane of reality than them and mine isn't quite merging with everyone else's quite as smoothly as I'd like it to, but it's only when I really think about it that I really notice. If that makes sense? I don't know. I'm not suffering depression like, I just don't know.
Right now I'm supposed to be writing an assignment that's due for wednesday, but I've it half written so i'm going to work on it more tomorrow and take a break right now :) Chillax like :)
In the last week I haven't really been sleeping properly because I've had a little friend visiting my room in the middle of the night. Think The Green Mile's Mr. Jingles only a little bit more........... ordinary. That's right, I have a mouse. Or had. He was caught in a trap last night :( He was tiny and adorable and completely harmless and came into my room at night looking for some food. I was terrified that he'd come into my room while I was asleep and walk on my face. (I know, it's completely irrational). While I was trying and trying to make a nice little humane trap to catch and release him into the wild, my mum was laying traps around and finally she found success. He was just there all dead and non-moving. I nearly cried when I found him. really. I was just sad :(
Then my mum reported that she caught two more this morning (I was at a friend's house for the night). I don't know what to say about it. how many more are there? :( Much as they're cute, I don't want them in my room, and now my mum's laid a trap in my bedroom right behind the door (which I was unaware of and nearly walked straight into. Fun times.........
Anyways, I think that's it from me for now friends :) I must catch up with all of you now :)