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Tomorrow starts the Terror of Uni

September 5th, 2012 (02:02 pm)

current location: My Pink Bedroom
current mood: chipper

So, as it says in the title, tomorrow marks the start of university for me. My first ever day of third level education. From Tomorrow on I study for the epic quest of becoming a psychologist.

Oh dear. I'm downright terrified. I just can't shake some of the really irrational fears I've already spoken about them to Robert, and to my mom when she's not playing Angry Birds and tries to listen. And once or twice I've spoken to some of my friend about them too. They're irrational and completely non-mattering in the run of the world. I'm scared that I'll be the dunce in the class and completely unable to follow wtf they're lecturing me about. I'm terrified of losing all of the friends I've had over the last 6 years, or that they'll all change into people that I don't recognise. I'm afraid I've made the wrong course choice and that I'm a dope for choosing psychology. mostly, I'm afraid I won't make new friends at all, that I'll end up practically alone. I don't drink whatsoever so there goes that chance to make friends.

Once I've passed my driving test though I plan to stay up at college for a while some evenings and join clubs and societies, and I do have a lot of them :P Badminton, Boxing, TaeKwonDo, Drama, Games, Psychology and maybe some more, but I'm not sure yet. There's tons of time to decide anyway, because I won't be deciding what to join until I'm driving. Hopefully once I've my test passed (which will be the 24th September fingers crossed), I'll be epic at driving around and making friends and stuffs :D 

I've also taken the plunge and opened a photobucket account for  easy management of the pictures I want to post here, because Otherewise I've a long and stupid process to go through to post pictures.. Oh well! 

I was asked by Ehlwyen to post pictures of a fence and a jungle animal. so here they are! 
A Tazmanian DEvil (is he a jungle animal??) and some Monkey teddies! 

A fence, with Louis peepingin from the bottom of the picture.

And I have to post this one too I think:
Because Hey, Giant pretzels!!!!!

Also, I've decided that I want to get to know my friends here better, and for you all to know me better too... I propose a q+a??


Posted by: jenny (jennygeee)
Posted at: September 5th, 2012 01:57 pm (UTC)
boys - Jensen head on Jared's shoulder

Good luck!!

I agree with getting to know friends here better - can you remember when we became friends and how it happened as I come up blank :))


Posted by: cliclir (cliclir)
Posted at: September 5th, 2012 09:27 pm (UTC)
dean you silly

thanks :-D I can't remember either tbh, but I have a feeling one of us posted in add_me and we became friends from there.. perhaps due to Supernatural love amongst other reasons? :-)

Posted by: rubyelf (rubyelf)
Posted at: September 5th, 2012 05:11 pm (UTC)

It's a big transition, and everyone struggles with it a little, but you'll find your niche and you'll be fine.

Posted by: cliclir (cliclir)
Posted at: September 5th, 2012 09:29 pm (UTC)

I hope so, and I know I'll always have my family to fall back on, and some of my other friends :-)

Posted by: i. (mousewings)
Posted at: September 6th, 2012 03:08 am (UTC)

Good luck with university. I'm sure you'll find your footing.

I agree with joining clubs to network and make new friends. That's one thing I've regretted not doing during my post-secondary years.

Those treats all look so delicious.

Posted by: ehlwyen (ehlwyen)
Posted at: September 6th, 2012 03:39 am (UTC)

Taz totally counts! Plus monkeys! Oh and I love Louie photobombing your pics!

Good luck tomorrow! Its completely normal to have all this anxiety, but I'm sure everything will go well! Don't put too much pressure on yourself and everything will seem much more manageable!


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